I’m moodless lately.

I take things for granted.

I’ve been causing a lot of problem to myself and to others.

I don’t like my habits.

I want to change myself, to be a better person.

Will anyone help me?

I’m a clingy person, how am I supposed to change that in a week?

I’m a lazy person, how am I supposed to make myself to work harder?

I’m a junk when it comes to fixing things up, how am I supposed to deal with that?

I tried what I could but I still can’t make it done.

What should I do?

Should I forget everything and move on?

How?

And why should I move on when I’m liking what I have now?

I love my relationship with Nicholas Chen.

Although I hurt him and make him feel irritated,

I still love him , I still care for him.

I will forever love him no matter what happens.

It’s the one and only thing that I personally think I did my best, loving him.

How can I find a love like yours?

The good times we share,

The times we laughed together, make each other felt so in love is the time

I cherished the most in my entire life.

You thought me how to love someone unconditionally.

We love each other so much.

Where did the love “ nicscha “ that I use to know?

I love you Nicholas Chen.

I hope you know that I sincerely love you with all my heart.

I swear I do.

I’m sorry for hurting you,

I’m sorry for scolding you,

I’m sorry for making you feel irritated.

Thank you for accepting me for who I am.

Thank you for being there when I needed someone.

Thank you for giving me the strength to move on.

Thank you for making me a part of your life.

I hope our relationship won’t end because I know I will try my very best to make everything worth all this while.

I love you and I love our love, Nicscha.