Babe is going NS tomorrow. I’m gonna miss him, so much. Although I’m sad about him going there but it’s out of my boundaries. I can’t always protect and keep him.
I was really angry yesterday, I wanted to talk to him so badly, I wanted to tell that I really miss him and that I will be waiting till the day he come home but some “ people “ keep on taking it as a joke.
But everything is solved now, I guess. Well not everything, oh yeah I officially hate you ( that person who answered babe’s phone for 3 times )
Arggghhh!!
I hate myself so much. Everyone I care and love is going so far from me.
2006 : My best friend, Denise left without saying anything. She migrated to US.
2009 : God-ma passed away, she was supposed to come to my confirmation. But she left, I cried every time when I think about my confirmation. Everyone had their god-parents beside them but I was with God-pa only. Rest In Peace, God-ma.
2010 : Beginning of the year, babe going to NS. Please come back fast, I’m gonna miss you.
Sometimes I wonder that what if I wasn’t here, what would the world be ? what would I be ? will I know someone like babe ?
I guess I will never know. I thank God for everything that he’s given me.
Everything happens for a reason.
Father Patrick said “ you’ll always tend to hurt the ones you love. “ In a way it’s true but no matter what happens I will always try not to hurt the ones I love.