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Sunday, January 3, 2010
@ 12:18 AM

Babe is going NS tomorrow.
I’m gonna miss him, so much.
Although I’m sad about him going there but it’s out of my boundaries.
I can’t always protect and keep him.

I was really angry yesterday,
I wanted to talk to him so badly, I wanted to tell that I really miss him
and that I will be waiting till the day he come home but
some “ people “ keep on taking it as a joke.

But everything is solved now, I guess.
Well not everything, oh yeah I officially hate you
( that person who answered babe’s phone for 3 times )

Arggghhh!!

I hate myself so much.
Everyone I care and love is going so far from me.

2006 : My best friend, Denise left without saying anything.
She migrated to US.

2009 : God-ma passed away, she was supposed to come to my confirmation.
But she left, I cried every time when I think about my confirmation.
Everyone had their god-parents beside them but I was with God-pa only.
Rest In Peace, God-ma.

2010 : Beginning of the year, babe going to NS.
Please come back fast, I’m gonna miss you.


Sometimes I wonder that what if I wasn’t here,
what would the world be ?
what would I be ?
will I know someone like babe ?

I guess I will never know.
I thank God for everything that he’s given me.

Everything happens for a reason.

Father Patrick said “ you’ll always tend to hurt the ones you love. “
In a way it’s true but no matter what happens
I will always try not to hurt the ones I love.

Babe take care, I’m officially missing you.





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