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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
@ 3:11 AM
I'm so confused with my own feelings lately.
Babe is coming home soon and I'm having these mood swings.
I'm sad and down when he's gone and when he calls to talk to me,
I get these mood swings and scolded him.
But today I finally realized why am I going through all these stupid emo moments.
I miss him too much,
I'm just so used to having him around and when he's gone
I kinda feel lost and I pretend to be someone I'm not.
I pretend to laugh, I put on a fake smile and take simple things so fucking serious.
At this very moment, I miss him like hell.
Somehow I just wish I could just hug him and never let him go
but unfortunately he's not here.
I learnt to be not clingy to someone anymore.
I learnt to respect each other's private space.
And now I wish he could come back and give me that part of me that's missing these 3 months,
the feeling of being needed by someone,
the feeling of being loved by someone.
Cause when he's not around, I don't feel appreciate by anybody.
Babe, just come home.