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Friday, April 2, 2010
Mentally stress. @ 12:13 AM
I really feel very very tired.
I swear to God even know I'm tearing up already,
Nic always say I cry easily but it's not true.
I cry because I'm hurt.
And today I realized that even
I'm not around, no one would really care
because apparently I'm not needed by anyone.
Yesterday,
I was short on cash.
I was hungry till I vomited
and I was having high fever last night.
But no one know not even Nic.
Today,
I was talking and I got cut off.
I was stress but no one is there for me.
I had problems with my phone and I got blamed.
I seriously don't know what to do anymore.
I think I should just play deaf and blind.
Nic don't even gave me a chance to explain what happened,
he just off his phone.
I got no one to turn to but this online diary.
Hoping that someone out there would understand my feelings.
God,
I'm sorry for being so spoiled and thinking negatively all the time
but why are you giving me such a hard time to handle?
I thank you for all the things you gave me,
for all the people that I know especially my family and Nic.
I love them so much and I hope you could protect all of us
and may all of us be a loving and understanding family.
It's okay if you're giving me this difficulty,
I can make it through, I just need time and more patience.
But I hope I have my family and Nic by my side.
Mummy, daddy, Brian and Nicholas,
I love you all.
Please be by my side.
I need all of you the most.